Our Journey has just begun

2010-02-23T16:20:00.002+08:00

SORRY GUYS!

WILL UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

GOTTA' LOT OF STORIES TO SHARE

LOVE; CRIK&HAWA ^^

Ask yourself Gs

2009-11-27T18:37:00.004+08:00

1. After you and your boyfriend had arguments..do you:
a) show tantrums to him just so that you thought he'd come to you
b) ignore him for a moment just to cool down yourself
c) go to him and talk things out though you know you're not wrong

2. When he talks about someone you hate..do you:
a) show faces and treat him like 'i dont know you'
b) get angry and argue about it
c) hide your feelings

3. When you are angry,what will you do?
a) start to act sarcastic
b) never talk to him
c)push aside that angry feeling

4. Whenever he stories about his past with his ex,do you:
a) get jealous and angry then argue
b) get jealous and act sarcastic towrds him
c) start to strory about your past love life to make him feel how you feel

5. What category do you put yourself in? what about your boyfriend?
a) fire(easily angry)
b) water(being very calm and patient)
c)wind(just go with the flow to everything)

** Are you :
a) understanding?
b) ego?
c) patient?
d) wise?

2009-11-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

'Our special day is our worst day'

23nov2009:monday

it was supposed to be a special day for us.instead,we had a big argument.i wasnt supppose to say something i didnt mean it.i know i pull you down and made you reall really sad.im sorry.what do you expect? we were like having prac on that particular day.ok-ok.but its like most of our monthly anni is on a prac day?! but still having prac.i dont mind at all.what i want is to have a moment for just the two of us.is that possible??

'Best day ever'

26-27nov2009:thurs-fri

we meet up around 9am.i accompanied crik to get his pay check.After that went to withdraw the money.Then we had our breakfast at macdonald jurong point.after that we separated ourselves to get the things we wanted.i went to get myself a pink blouse and crik got himself a baseball bat.next we went vivo to catch a movie.took the mrt to go there.bosseh' went to book tickets.one is "2012" 8pm-11pm and the other "twilight saga: new moon" 12.30am-3am.two movies straight! haha.okok.since there was alot of time and its like 2pm+, we went shopping.we headed to diva,mini-toons & pet shop.Guess what pn that particular same day crik got himself a hamster,female,syrian and its like 6weeks old.brownish white.named by me 'BJ-junior' random.bnyk2 sumer ada kene mengene with hawa.we checked the time and we still got a long time to fill up.so decided to head back to jurong.wanted to meet nurul and linda but ended up just linda.nurul got her reasons so yeah.haha.met linda and we ate macdonald.crik's treat.haha.what do you expect? 'Mr got his cha-ching for the day'.haha.then as time goes by, we headed back to vivo.movie starts at 8pm and we reached there around 6.45.you know what we did? ok not me but you know what crik did? he went to cheers and grab a can of amsterdam.i was like wth? haha.drinking before watching movie.something ive never done before.haha.we shared.seriously 2012 wasnt that bad,meaning..its good to watch.new moon also! that i couldnt miss.my hero is there taylor lautner.weeeee :) after watching movies its already like 3 in the morning nowhere to go so we went to walk-walk i dont know where we ended up at but we chilled in the middle of a bridge.haha.we chit-chat till the first bus.then we took 30 to head home. As crik was sending me right under my block, we bumped into my mum,grandma and grandpa.i was like suppose to go back home.didnt inform ibu that i nvr came home.0ops.bby,thank you for everything.i love you

[i gotta' lot of pics but i havent upload.soon i'll upload yeah]

2009-11-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

we're back! sorry for not updating.i know our blog has been dead for like few weeks? months?blame crik for this as he's too lazy to get his butts up when he had the time to update.Good news, hubbys' workin'.Bad news im not workin' so yea.i dont think thats even a bad news..well, whatever.Lately ive been doing something and gone somewhere where i've never been to nor done it.fishing and jala-ing nearby Teban.seriously cool bodoh!haha what do you expect?? someone like me who've never explore before.exciting gilerr.If fishing,me,crik and din at changi. Oh yea..talkin' bout Mr Rafi aka din, his birthday was only like yesterday.haha.big brother has grown old turnin' 21.happy happy birthday to you PANJANG !

TICs ; bella,wany,linda,nurul,bird,bear,din & crik.
something feels missing whenever one of you guys didnt show up.for bella and wany,working things out clearly and slowly all right?theres things to sort out so you guys need to come down.text me ! =)

its enough with one someone tryna' brainwash her.hypocrites.stuck-ups.backstabber.best friend can be your arch enemy.listen to both sides then judge.if you're lost,talk to someone hear what they've to say.In malay they said "kawan makan kawan".very sad to see and be in the situation...one day he/she will realise that money can't buy everything.gosh..very disappointing.

2009-09-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

Things have been going well but with afew edges.

help out c's momma' with kuih raya and do spring cleaning.

school?? dont talk about it.now we've been lepak-ing with bear and douby.

i miss TIC badly.Today is hari raya and im goin' out to yishun heading to my great grandmom's.

well this is the only thing i can think about and type so yeah.

"i knw that i can be a pain in the neck to you at times and im sorry.

people can be too emotional you see and im glad that you're being very very patient.appreciated.

you're not like who you are last time and im happy about that.

23rd is the day.till now it has never faded.LY."

love you =)

2009-09-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

we've been missing my julinda,farhana,bella,wany,bird,panjang.sorry but just need some quality and quiet time for we're like facing lots of stuff.lately,we've been hanging out with bob.just the three of us.idk.kinda weird don't cha' think??? 'MAMI' new comer lover as well and her kids were like fun to hang out with.

"tiada lagi aku" & "bayangan gurauan" = for this fella' whom we cnt deny that we miss him.idk abt you bro but previously C sang that song, it really2 touched us. =)

For a 16-year-old g like me really2 not ready they say.settling down n stuff.

[editted again]

OMG (=

2009-08-28T07:02:00.000+08:00

ohh my god!

its been like a fucking long time i didnt update this blog.
basically first things first, i miss my darlings; linda & nurul of course
i mean,theres no prac and we dont really meet like how we used to.
Both crik and i were like M.I.A-ing for the moment.we are having rough times yaww.

NOTE:
-new name for TIC
-new assist leader
-new routines

what have you guys been doing all this while???
*have our own 'vacation'just to like get away from everything n everyone

Having problems???
*uhuh

People being a-pain-in-the-ass ???
*hell yeah

weird/irritating people are:
*minah2 yang takder kening!kimak burok sioll and mats2 who wears skinnies and cap and baju stripey2.hah.

weird/irritating that they do:
*tryin' to flirt.rolling eyes.starring up and down and witnessing couple(MAT&MINAH) just came out from shop and save then kutip kotak kat luar aka homeless.(i swear)

funny thing happen:
*went swimming and saw this group of girls.i thought they were alright then they laughed so loud in the big pool where everybody's watchin'.WORST OF ALL,ONE OF THE GIRL WAS LIKE TOOTHLESS..BO-GAY HABISAN!!! GIGI MCM PIRANA SIOLL.SCARYY BODOH.

best thing happen:
*too many.

horrible thing happen:
*both of us were drunk.watching crik jadi merlion peh lamer!! haha.2 years of drinking and that particular day, everything came out.haha.eewww...love you boyy

these lines are for you SLUT ^-^
badan cam babi
bapak kau boncet
angkat gam cement 80 sen
anak rosak kasi service
only for her classmates
nak step idk,
blakang hubby main laki
blakang pompan main puki
her fav line,
"i isap kan u ar" (i'll be like wth bitch?)

labelled (PB)
1.puki busok
2.pepek bacin
3.peha babi
4.pla buto
5.all the above

2009-07-25T10:07:00.002+08:00

FUCKING SICK

17.18.19 july

3days2nights

rima.nas.biah.fluff.biah's sis.her friend.doc.doc's gf.

I hate the way he treated you yesterday.

reminds me of the way he treated baba :'(

i came back home crying non-stop for i was deeply hurt

with his finger pointing directly to you in public

i was like 'what the fuck?'

i was very very very

EMBARASSED.

early in the morning pulak tu.

im srry bby.

i swear in the name of ayah,baba and god...

going jp later w crik to watch f2dm's show.

2009-07-13T16:44:00.002+08:00

Now the only way for crik 'pujok' me.......is through ciggy.haha.

pulling out a ciggy and show me then i'll be like following him! hah.dah mcm kucing ^-^

we'll dier uhh hoping me to post about this.salah kan dier.*pointing fingers at crik*hee.

guess what?! my semangat for studies da ada! woohoo! thanks to hawa.haha.tk link.

and ive like belom lagy start my art prep work! mampos..i guess im the last one to start my art work.We'll im startin' tomorrow!! pray hard for me so that my semangat tk jatoh ayy (=

Lately for these few days, its like ive no mood at all.sikit2 senang mood swing.

not having PMS (prangai.mcm.sial) yet.haha.hmm.Craving for lambchop right now!!!!

2009-07-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

I miss you more than anything else in this world.

I long to hold u in my arms so tight that i would never have the feeling of missing u.

Being without you always makes me feel alone and wanting to reach to your hands and hold it so tight i should never feel alone.You mean the world to me. I can't think of a day without you. The mere thought of missing u in life frightens me so much i find it hard to close my eyes.

I dream of a day, not to far in our lives.

The day I hold your hands and we are together forever not missing each other even for a single minute. This dream will be a reality some day in near future.I wonder many times how fortunate I am to find an angle step into my life and beautify every single minute of it with her innocent smile and a heart that's equal that of a fairy.

If I hadn't met you in life, I would have missed a fairy tale happening in real to me. I never knew that angles come in disguise until i saw u and felt the magic you would cast on me with your affection and love.Falling in love with you was the most precious and the best thing that ever happened to me in life.

I cherish every minute of you and me being together and always long fro more always.

thank you GOD

2009-07-06T19:10:00.005+08:00

hey guys im back!

sorry for not updating.ive been like busy and didn't have the time.

im very2 damn tired seriously but im happy.thank you god.

chicken and i are like ourselves back in the old days.no conflict.happy go lucky.

last but not least crazy =)

Basically..im updating not in sequence kerana saye betol2 lupe the dates.haha.omg.
im suffering from stm dieases! haha.nonsense.
we've been like meeting DJ,mel,NJ,rima,nas,fluffy,biahh and etc.

idk why but lately we've been going imm.haha.bumped to fluff and biahh.Had mos burgers,on them though we've already eaten.thank you guys.crik tried to eat fried kupang and tibe2 temp. gettin' high..why? b-cause he's allergic to seafood! haha.ily.we rounding to get stuff for upcoming outing and all.

went to watch 'iCe AgE 3'

at westmall.just the two of us.guess what??

crik ketawa betol peh tk bleh angkat! hahahha.gile babi.love you chicken.dont get mad at me =\i miss my anak2 as well.its been like very3 long never meet.i miss you guys.next when we meet up, lets have chicken cutlet rice w/ lemon ayy??

2009-06-28T13:01:00.002+08:00

20June

went to work.c fetch me.

21&22June

i totally forgot what ive done! Luper siahh..haas

23June

happy 5th month bby!!

went to lepak with nurul,linda & bear.

24&25June

again i forgot!!!

26June

went to bedok.settle things up then went to tjcc.suprised C cause i told him on that day im not gonna meet him.haha.sadli,ahmad,nurul,linda,nas and rima were there =)

27June

went to have breakfast at 1pm with c at kfc.haha.feeling gile babi nyerh!then Big D came.miss him.didnt know that he would be looking out and knowing my whereabouts."where were you on 19June??" terLOST skejap me and c.huh?? both went to check calendar sakk..haha.i was like Oh yeah.....[story goes on].After that went to 483 lepak kejap.then c went home to change and then my turn.then the three of us headed tjcc.walk there mahh..met gf_mel awhile at lakeside mrt waittin' for her friends to come.ya2.babyDANISH was cute.tknk lepas kan c oii.melekat.ok2.then say bye2 and all then walk to tjcc.R2S guys were there.haha.fun lar.big D had to go off to town or something.till night kite kat sana.small conflict.

28June

today adeq aku pehh birthday soo...

happy happy birthday to you !

fazirah aka goldfish *hees*

kay2 nk go out go eat.meeting c later.

For the last time

2009-06-19T15:24:00.002+08:00

who am i to you?

what would people think of you after that happens?

how will i feel?

how deep has it hurt me?

do i still trust you?

can hold your words?

do you mean it of what you've said?

did i ever disobey you?

why didn't i just walk away from you when ive got to know about this for a long time?

why did i still smile?

why do i treat you the same?

why did i close one eye?

why didn't i took revenge?

cause i still love you chicken

2009-06-16T13:25:00.003+08:00

15 june

went for prac.met crik at the usual & guess what, i swear kite tk janji and we're like wearing the same colour top.irritating sak..haha.joking.love you chicken.its like da bnyk kali(coincidence).ok2 hawa sikit2 je.jumpe anak2 ku.linda.farhana.farahin.had a small prac before c went off.then send crik off to bustop.going to work mahh.ahmad was there too.had own mini prac.had fun and all.haha.giler.its like sumer pompan!you guys should know once kalau a group of girls,they tend to like gossip and stuffs.then around 8pm, me,linda and farhana headed home WALKING!penat gillerrr! da lah aku balik ngan linda n farhana.slalu nye balik ngan laki aku.haiyah bnyk susah lorh.haha.no offend Gs.its like the first time i went back w/o my chicken with me!

Fetch crik from work.jgn kata crik sorg..sadli skali-kali aku amek.haha.balik togther mahh.conflict ngan bdk tk erti bahase aka matrep wanna be tk menjadi.such a waste of time.three of us took 99.ok me and crik alighted first so went to sit at the so called tempat batu2 pavement near the court.try to imagine.a couple will be like sitting beside each other or facing each other right?? for hawa..crik dudok facing me and i purposely turn the other side facing my back at him.haha.YANG BUAT HAWA GERAM KAN KAN KAN..it goes like this, i wasn't like paying attention to what crik's talking.then steady je...he amek lighter,sengaje/tk sengaje tu tk tau la eh..dier pegy bakar bulu tangan aku !!! syg siiot..bulu tangan aku precious ya' know.i mean 1 bulu equals to 50cent.haha.unlike crik, dier punye 5cent.muhahahahah! (jahat sak hawa).just lepak till 3am..hmm???

btw i miss my NJ.meet up soon ayy G.

need to go shopping soon !!

2009-06-11T13:01:00.003+08:00

wawa & nadirah

9th june

went to town with my cousin. 12noon-10pm siiot.how fucking long is that??? went to taka,far east,shaw house.window shopping to see what i want then i can ask ibu to buy for me.feeling ESPRIT uhh this month.haa

-1 esprit bottom

-2 esprit tanktop

-1 pair of esprits slipper

plannin' to get somethin for C on our 5th mnth.

then went off around 10pm and fetch hubby from work.well yeah..

"do drink Big Gulp !"

hawa: guess what..ada ramai mak-saleh sakk kat sini.

crik: suka ar tu

hawa: haahaa.i love messing around with you

after the last message i text him, he didn't replied.hahaha.member merajok la sehh.

haha.don't take it to the heart bby,take it to the butt! ily.

10th June

had dance prac.for the first time me & c met farahin.new comer.well her friends, azim& ruby tagged along.da sampai sana,crik forgot to bring the speaker's plug thingy.then terpakse la laki aku lincar kadok balik amek.haha.i went to talk to farah.then kaypo2 kacau those two lovebirds; azim and ruby.they said that i looked very mature sakk.wth?! baru je jejak 16.i told them..balik rumah i pakai botox uhh.haha.then sadli came..then linda..then bear..sapaoski and ahmad were there as well.prac and lepak at the same time then after 7pm around there, fluffy came.chat and chill till 10+pm and headed home.tiring sehh..

As for today

bored to death at home.onlining right now.met crik just now and passed him my mp3 and sent him to bustop as he's going to work.and i guess im gonna fetch him later as well.habis 11pm la seyy.and i have the time to sleep! hees..

2009-06-07T14:04:00.007+08:00

5th June
went to lepak.linda,farhana,sapaoski,mel,crik and myself.main UNO babe.at first it was individual play.then i came up by playin' tagged team.
me & crik(adults) Vs linda & farhana(children).
next change opponent.
me & farhana(mummy& daughter) Vs crik & linda (daddy&daugther)
laki Vs bini was the best part!!
we ton.nampak bangla mabok.saw his phone.crik took it.1 phone = 2 sim cards.me and crik each yeah!!credit starhub balance $90+.hah! sape tk happy kan.went back at 7am.

6th June
meet up at 4.30pm.went to crik's.then met mash and AM.after that accompany crik n lil brothers main bola.then DJ came.had dinner at crik's then went home.

7th June
send crik off in the morn.picking him up later.

2009-06-04T00:21:00.008+08:00

for today,, adeq followed me to meet crik,linda and farhana at 483.send the speakerssince im going out with family.off went to fetch mommy at bukit batok and then headed somewhere to watch
night at the museum 2
it was okayy laaa then off to meet TIC.had our meetin' and guess what??? i got a FEVER
fish laa.today mcm mendakk gilerr.i was having a mood swing just now and

crik : tau la tgh PMS...muke tkya g2 la
hawa : ape je...

-LOVE WILL FIND A WAY-

In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need
To face the world alone
They can have their world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But somewhere in my secret heart

I know love will find a way
Anywhere I go, I'm home
If you are there beside me
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies
There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes
And if only they could feel it, too
The happiness I feel with you

They'd know love will find a way
Anywhere we go, we're home
If we are there together
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way
Anywhere I go, I'm home
If we are there together
Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way
I know love will find a way

I know love will find a way

-BJ-

edited by crik

this is my country
this is my hotel
this is my flag
hotel 81
this is my future
so many people
this is my life
check in check out
this is my family
i got so many money
this are my friends
i say hooray-hooray!
we are s'pore,s'porean
this is my hotel, hotel 81

events going on

2009-06-02T11:47:00.006+08:00

27may(wed)-birthday

the best birthday of my life.i didnt go to school on that day cause ader la orang tu tk kasi.*have his own reasons*the whole morning was like fuck siahh..i kene marah n kene tengkeng macam punching bag. =( i was like dalam hati bobal... "niarie kan birthday aku,asal korang nk marah2 nie???" haish.off to prac as usual with crik.anak2 aku sumer lambat and i was like wondering where they were and why they're late!then comes wardah and ahmad.hahaha.somethings fishy here...hmmm =) crik was like angry out of a sudden then ask me to go to the shop accompany wardah.i was like ar ye la..came back and Doc started talking to me in private about somethings la.crik locked down my hands and legs while standing and facing him.he talked and talked and talked.then
crik : u pusing blakang

i was like speechless cause i saw

linda,farhana,fizah,kiki & maszni..crouching behind me smiling and holding the cake.
senyum diorg peh lebar..hahaha.thank you girls,ily!the only thing i could say was..

"korang kan..korang kan..korang kan(repeatedly)"

the only thing i could do was to hug everyone of them.i cried alot actually on that day.seriously.hugged crik.

cut the cake and all.*aww..*

i love him

just friends ayy

malam nyer..sumer ader then they played this musical game where once the music stops,the dancers also have to stop as well.at last rima & ahmad lost.they had to dance a couple dancejust for me.i was like laughing.haahahah.the sweetest part is where he switched on "atas nama cinta & takdir cinta"..he sang and i cried.hugged him.love you baby..everyone looked at us saying "awww..." everyone performed just for me.thank you guys! love you =)

28may(thur)-meet up DJ
[crik.DJ.bird.nurul.]
meet up w/ crik.suppose to meet DJ.headed towards jp's NTUC pasal dapat voucher, gy shopping la kan.haha.
DJ asked crik to call him.he called.we were at 7-11's bustop.suddenly ..

crik: your abang tk dapat datang
BJ: larr...*sigh
crik: ar tu dier baru nk turon bus..
BJ: urghh.. kurang ajar..tipu dosa tau!

he looked so down on that day.then the 3 of us went to JP.chatted.laughed.off to prac nearby.then bird and farhana came down.linda wasn't around cause she had to babysit her whoever la eh..well datang la abang aku punye GILE.his buddha exercise thingy..etc.sumer ketawe terkekek-kekek sakk.haha.da lah panjang.love ya big D!

29may(fri)-at Doc's
[crik.khai.me.doc.bird.yaya's friends.] when over to doc's and help out since we're helping out, crik and i stayed over.kecohhh.
preparing doc's kenduri and deq yaya's birthday bbq party.

30may(sat)-at Doc's
BBQ!!! had fun giler..birthday bash and all.spent time with TIC,bee,kilat..etc. makan non-stop and all.haha.again kite ton kat doc's.me,crik and doc were the first three to sleep.penat gilerrrrr.yang lain maseh bleh mampu ton kat bawah sakk.hyper kepe. =)

31may(sun)-at Doc's
woke up late.just hang-out.me,crik and khai.
the best part was Doc's COOKING!!! i swearr its nice.so which means..we can label him as
chef D yaww!!!

FLICK IT BOYY !!

2009-05-26T08:42:00.003+08:00

25may

we had prac and guess what??? my SADLI came*pictures of crik,pictures of hawa*(song sang)! haha.yeah.okok..let me list down.

crik,linda,nurul,maszni(junior),sadli,doc,khai,nas,rima,ahmad and myself.

My linda niarie tgh having puberty cause she cracked her voice! suare ROCK babe.tk bols angs!!haha.love you G.no ice cream for you!

haha.then like out of a sudden, there was a problem..couldnt mention it.had to go NUH.crik went there first while i go back home and get some cash cause it was like 10+pm and im sure we're gonna head home by cab.At last,ibu came along..haiyah.seybok je..Hees.seybok2 tapi syg jgk pe..mak aku siiot! :D

Then as we're heading home,we had to hail a cab right??so i went to hail one.

the three of us, me,ibu and crik.i was laughing like one physco-maniac.idk lah what happened.sakit angao kot.hees.funny thing happened..

hawaBJ: err...uncle...jurong west ave1 please n thank you!!!!!!

(laughing & some sort like yelling)

he started to drive and all.baru je drive few metre away...

Taxi uncle: errr...go where????

everyone was like laughing in the cab siahh.shaking our heads.

crik: jurong west ave 1 (laughing).

Dalam hati ckp uhh..aku ckp tk dngr.LAki aku ckp baru boleh paham.HmmpH!

ibu: ar tulah kau..gy bobal keling asal??smpi uncle tk phm. (laughing)

hawaBJ: mane ade?! ibu arh yg bobal keling

crik: *ketawe all the way*

bukan nk bela aku..ketawe lagi ada.

WANNA KNOW WHATS THE WORST PART OF ALL???

crik and ibu boleh sit under one roof! suke nahh spot the not.diorg da mcm best friend.

suda lah..*hees

L.O.V.E T.H.E B.O.T.H O.F Y.O.U T.H.O.U.G.H

"all i ever wanted is you to be there for me.couldn't stop loving you.

and idk why???

god, make him mine forever..please."

2009-05-22T00:41:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHAT ??!!
21st may, i was out with crik and we were sitting at the basketball court
bench or somethin'.we were like talking about somethin' and theres this old chinese man.
he's DRUNK.and tau2 la orang mabok perangai mcm mane kan.so we were like sitting opposite him.dier keluar kan wallet.containing cash $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and hoping that he'd dropped some la.haha.rabak.tk tinggalkan duit dier.stupid uncle mabok pon ingat duit.haha.the really100x funny thing is that...that uncle crossed the road..then suddenly we saw him tengah pelok tiang than lepas tu,dier sembah tu tiang!!!hahaha.betol nye dogol la tu uncle.me and crik were like laughing all the way till
i really2 have to pee..

To my G,wany,cheer up.*tears*

2009-05-20T00:20:00.007+08:00

19 MAY
it was like kinda worst day ever.small conflict.kept repeating again and again.
idk was going with me lately.am i changing??? i was like in a silent mode throughout the day even going back home frm tjcc with crik and bear.felt so weird siahh..

20MAY
otw going to tjcc..

crik: lets declare today a smoke-free day
BJ: Huhhh?? biar betol
crik: i serious lets' do it.i cabar
BJ: larr...cnt!
crik: kalau u syg i, do as i say
BJ: *sigh*okay fine
crik: niari kite jadi passive smoker je ok
BJ: ar yelah2*rolling eyes*

walking on our way there, theres this guy passed by and he was smoking
i was like...urghhhh! damn..HEAVEN

crik: tkpe.tk dpt hisap, bau pun jadi !!!! (laughing)
BJ: diam larr..

few hours later..when we're already at tjcc, after the junior were resting,
crik was lying down resting as well.i went up to him..i asked whats wrong???

crik: stress arr..
BJ: pasal ape???
crik: entah uhh.skrg jgk kite gy beli rkk.
BJ: kan org da ckp.haha

dalam hati ckp...haha.tulah ckp org..he,himself cannot bear with it.after that,
both of us were like "ah...HEAVEN !!!"
hahaha.

okay nevermind...

whats in my mind right now is
30may BBQ @ crows
&
1june east coast
TIC have to be there

conflicts is not a big deal for me
might get depressed or angry at times but to think again,
theres no point cause i love him.

2009-05-16T18:59:00.007+08:00

BJs back!!!

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY WANY !!

im sorry G didnt get to celebrate but soon theres something coming up okayy.

Today i thought i was suppose to like meet crik and just passed the ipod.then, early in the morning around 11am,i recieved one phone call.i was like "sape sak pagi2 bute call aku?"my mum said it was crik so i rushed...

crik: ello B.ive got a surprise for you

bj: whats up??

D: hello..

bj: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh imy!!!!*screaming*

frankly i miss panjang !!

-c'mon love.why should you care about what other people say??i dont give a fuck to what they're saying and neither should you.just ignore 'em.im always here right by your side going through your ups and downs together.I dont wanna see any bruises on you and i dont wish to say it again for i know it has hurt you deeply.-

went to criks & watch cheetah girls2.then went to accompany crik go and have a haircut at evolution.i myself thought of gettin' a haircut too BUT if i do,confirm nnt ader je kene marah.haha.Shhh..then i went home & suppose to meet crik at 4.30pm again but then i came down at 8pm.haha.paitao lambat.watch 'em playing ball and stuff.then idk heres the thing.." TICs having junior " [to you Gs anything when you guys come back then you'll know ayy].I miss my dearest wany,bella,bird,linda & nurul.we still care & love you guys.new routines,new songs..etc.

-why can't you just let me go out and have fun?? i know ive been always coming home late and all but i did come home safely didnt i? Gram2 has been nagging non stop as well.you guys were saying,if she falls sick whos fault is it?? ya mine.but who asked her to like nagg 24/7?? i knw you guys care about me but saying it once is enough.i don't need a tape recorder to rewind.who likes it if you just came back home & just stepped on the front door, someone starts yelling & shouting at you???? no one likes it right..saying that i dont care or think of you.NO you're wrong.everytime i tried explaining it to you, you wouldn't listen.i couldn't do anything..-

i know i still owe you guys pictures.im not gonna upload it all cause im too lazy.so..sikit2 je la ehh.

haha.rabak sak hawa....hees

bird & bee

smile everyone!!!

past and present

candid??

BJ & crik

incomplete

PHOTO SHOOT!!!

mcm phm..

2009-05-09T16:07:00.001+08:00

okok..i was suppose to go jogging w/ crik yesterday.i paitau.0opss..sorry =) really i am.to make up..we'll go on monday ok.*pinky swear*

Yesterday

met crik at 1pm.jaut hanging out at the usual place.waiting for the time to pass was sooo...slow siarkk.lambat giler.ask lil' bro to buy 'gila-gila' comic just for crik to read.waste alot of time.around 7pm, we walk off to buy 'drinks'...feeling.after that went to linda's and get "cinta fitrti" disc..its like 3 boxes more.Not for me BUT crik.haha.he's into this indonesia drama thingy

Today

Right now im at yishun.celebrating mothers' day with all my relatives.i guess im sleeping over here.

guess again?? i recieved advanced birthday presents!!! and i thought it was a normal mothers day party but end up..they're celebrating me & my aunts b'day.hahahaah.keyycohh.i was shocked.i meant..my b'day is still few weeks away.hees. ^-^

ohh yeahh

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

2009-05-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

Love is like a butterfly,

it settles upon you when you least expect it.

Great dancers aren't great because of their technique;

they are great because of their passion

No matter what happens,

i know he's always there for me.

He's the one that've been

filling all my empty spaces.

im grateful

cause deep down right now,

i really love him.

Guess what?? my tummy is like gettin 'bonchet' so later im going jogging yeah! haha.seriously.i knw it has always been me whos updating blog.C is too lazy to update tuu pasal laa.Went to C's crib then met bear & mummymel.today is like boreddd to the max siiot!School was okay larr..me & afandi aka my P.S, have been singing this particular song [ASS LIKE THAT,eminem], for the whole day tk penat pulak tu.But the important thing is that at these very moment, im CRAVING....for umm....lagsane !*stomachs growling*

WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME

i know im not perfect

and i DON'T claim to be

but before you start pointing fingers,

make sure your own hands are CLEAN !

2009-05-05T12:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's paper was social studies and english paper 1.i did memorize the front passage about the causes of conflicts (social studies).haha.too lazy to memorize the other one.After school, me,mash,fee,am and shahilah went to meet C.idk whats up with him cause yesterday 'dier feeling blue'.everything was blue including his lighter.GILER.haha.then after the rest of the Gs left we went 483.Here's a story..he was lying down on my lap and listening to my mp3.i thought he was sleeping so i went to do my stuff.Suddenly, i heard 'PINEAPPLE' quite afew times.then i turn looked at him giving him the confused face.

BJ what did you say??

crik: pineapple..pineapple..pineapple..oh yeah!

BJ: *giggles* huh??? what are you singing???

then i think again...ohhhhhhhhhhhh

kat deluna's song, whine up.HAHAHAHA.Tell me, isn't it random when out of a sudden the word pineapple came out???Both of us kept laughing all the way.we had this pathetic quarrel about lil' wayne and chris brown*roll eyes* haha cause i told C that i like lil wayne then he was like "i hate lil wayne". then i said ,

"i hate chris brown" then he was like okay fine whatever haha.There was a moment of silence for 5mins.As for today, i didnt go to school cause im not feeling well.Now, im eating my banana muffin.yum-yum!ok bye :D

2009-05-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

TIC

3 weeks off prac okayy due to exams

do save up money as well

and to my dearest LINDA,

get well soon G, i'll be missing you :(

TODAY

-went to mash's to get social study's notes

-went back home to fetch donuts for C

-met at 483

-hang out and memorising notes

-chilled at 485

-went home

crik labelled my lil' sis, fazirah as GOLDFISH !

just because she has huge round eyes..whateverrr

haha

They keep asking this...korang hari2 jumpe tk muak' ke??

- i will never get tired or what so ever when comes to c.

don't ask anymore ok.

Mind Your Own Business ???

my blog what..my say uhh

hah!

2009-05-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

TICs outing,EAST COAST.

crik,bear,linda,sadli,sadli's gf,khai,sadli's lil sis,her company and myself.

Its sad that bella,wany and farhana weren't there.

enjoyed ourselves (=

[pictures will be uploading soon]

2009-04-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

It's been great lately w/ TICs for those who has been turnin' up. I guess those who've not, you guys really missed alot of things.Its been crazy!! haha.Planning to go to botanic for TIC outing 1may (labour day) so you guys take note ayy.i love you guys.

Oh yeah..i just remembered there was this fight between mash and pika.haha.crik and i were there.both of us were like enjoying the show.wth its like we're suppose to do something about it but we just sat there.She declares that she's a MR.There's a lesson to be learn here which is...you girls out there whos attached, tell your boyfriend to M.Y.O.B and let you do your thing ok.[PB!] hahah!

Exams startin' tmrw and its malay paper! Fish! im no good at all when comes to 2nd language.*sigh*i have to study.But the good thing is the for this friday and the next two fridays,i don't have to attend sch cause

I DON'T HAVE TO !! yay! school life has been okay.Me and my tangkis*aww* are like okay.

Open up your eyes.see for your self if you realise that everyones taking this seriously.This L has been cracking up his/her head just to get...everytime you guys bail, its like...why?? :( Ls tryin' to understand and be nice. Its like theres always an empty spaces.C'mon do somthin' :) treat each other equally like your brothers and sisters .

Okayy..idk why but these few days i've been calling crik with weird names e.g pineapple,chicken..etc.hahaha.He's been making this 'chicken sound' non stop and its like driving me crazy *pulling own hair*

My boyfriend stole my trademark !! chicken betol and he's been puttin' on alot of weight lately.love him no matter what.Thanks to BJ! For me, my motto is "Biar garang jangan mentel" then Linda was like "yaya we could use that for TICs motto" BUT its not gonna work for bear (those who knows,zip it) hahaha!!! ;P i miss panjang as well !

confession

2009-04-21T01:37:00.001+08:00

i need you to convince me
prove me again
Bringing up all the stories really hurt me deeply
you're the one that fills up my empty spaces
basically don't wanna be a control-freak
cause i knw i can trust you
i've been wanting to say this..
"can you pls dont cntct pm.."
i don't have the guts and i knw you would say
we're nothing anymore but friends
its hurtin' me badly and its been almost every night
i cried.idk whats goin'.

-bj

2009-04-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

just got back went botanic w hubby:

lots of pictures but too lazy to upload (haha)
doin' this for Nlevel thingy.*sigh*

graffiti done by crik [=

what have i gotta' say...

2009-04-11T12:39:00.002+08:00

siti nursyafiqah bte mohd imran
I don't know what else to say.i don't think you feel sad about what happened btwn us.Its not that i hate you.NO.i will never hate ppl.Its just that your words thats comin' out from your mouth were really harsh and i guess you don't think about other people's feelin' especially mine.you can say all you want i don't mind really.i didn't talk to you the other day because i was pisst off with your previous post.This is not the girl i know.My apologies if i've been neglecting you but it seems like we cnt get along for some reasons.and i think you know why.

2009-04-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

Back To School :D
Back To School :D
Back To School :D

what have i been doing lately???

2009-04-07T03:28:00.000+08:00

Just got back yesterday night from malaysia. went to the STUPID camp.wah chia-lak! bored gilerr.had to wear...[haha.those who knws Shh!] 2 days 1 night camp for 300bucks. waste money sia.puas hati dengan duit tu aku buat makan. pergi pun there's no changes. theres this part where they asked me.

m'sia girl: awak tingkatan ape?

me: 7

m'sia girl: huh?

me: what do you mean by tingkatan?sorry im frm s'pore ade sikit susah dgn melayu uhh

m'sia girl: maksod saya your level in school kat s'pore

me: oh!! ingatkan tinggal tingkat berape! hahahahahaha! sec4 (betol2 peh biol aku gy jwb rumah tingkat aku!)

All my family members were laughing at me because of that.hah what else can you say since my 2nd language is like rojak! haha.Okay then everyone was paying attention to the instructor while i was sleeping n listening to my mp3.haha.8am-7pm.you tell me who can tahan?? i was forced to go w/o lettin' me knw.i was like WTF?! then after 2 days camp, that hight went to have dinner.I had 3 cheese prata,1 chickenchop & fried rice.idk whats goin' on with me that i could eat that much of food.Lastly, i miss my bf very much when i was away.

hubby
if you think that i didn't miss you for that particular weekend, you are wrong.i miss you so much.even though we had conflicts, it will last about few minutes only.after that we're okay back.after ibu talked to you, im relieved that shes okay with us :D
Everything in life is temporary,because everything changes.Thats why it takes great courage to love,knowing it might end anytime but having the FAITH it will last forever.ily my dear ^-^

2009-03-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

As a person you have to:

watch your
M.O.U.T.H

mind your
W.O.R.D.S

mulot tu
B.E.R.A.L.A.S

2009-03-30T01:56:00.000+08:00

No regrets, just set backs. No mistakes, just lessons. History can only be set once; it can never be altered or modified. So don't hold yourself back there's no point in dwelling on the past.

That first time was the feeling I've had never experienced although the most enjoyable in my life baby!Everyone says love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness, rejection, losing someone hurts. In reality, love is the only thing that covers up all the pain & makes us feel wonderful again.

Adoro a mi Marido!!

2009-03-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Back !!

It's been sooo...long tak update ehh.busy and stuff.Alot of things has been goin' on.Tangkis and me are drifting far apartobviously like duhh..everyone can see it.Due to some reason we're like this which i know.TIC has been going on very well and the bond is there.*aww.hubby's b'day and the MOV are over and i guess he's gonna start workin' and stuff.

260309, we had prac @ JE's dorm.planned to get his present after prac @ JP w/ wanye n bella.Last min bella couldn't follow.Actually C got the MOV prac @ tjcc so i thought i dpt lepas from him just to get that thing.At last he nak ikot..die2 he still wanna follow so what else could i do but to bring him.so it was me,wanye,C,bear and sadli.Bear had to went off so soccer trainin' or something.idk.reached there i told C to split up cause me and wanye had to buy girl's thing.haha.not even abt half an hour, we meet back.C asked where's the THING?? i said we couldn't find it.he was pisst off but he didnt knw that we got it.i pass the present to wanye and asked her to keep it.afraid that he might check my bag you see..then went to sadli's place till 10pm?? just sat and chat after that went home.

270309, went to school as usual and since its friday, we finish early @ 12.20 .C was suppoese to fetch me but didnt saw him so i walked home.in the middle of the way i saw him and i was like smiling.birthday boy mahh..hugged tightly!then accompany me home and changed.after that went to meet bear then off to lakeside mrt waiting for NJ.so while waiting, C asked

" u mane present i? i was like, for what nk bagi u present?!tk payah sudah.then muke dier was like berubah la.dalam hati i was laughing siahh!! "

Wanye then came with the present while C tengah sedih2 main game hp kat tepi.Then i hid the thing behind me and hugged him from the back.w/o him noticing i hugged him and the present as well. so i said..

" jgn ckp i tk beli kan u present kayy..(tigger soft toy) "

he was shocked.haha.senyum pehh lebar laki aku!after that NJ came i was like running up to her and hugged her cause da lama tk jumpe kan.then off to lakepark.thw weather was so hot that we planned to my place, i cooked burgerBJ for me,C,NJ and bear for lunch as evryone was hungry then go to C's place and karaoke.half way NJ had to make a move cause she's gonna fetch big bro at CCK.not long ahmad came and continue karaoke.Then off to TJCC teman C ader prac till 11pm+ cause it rained heavily siah like out of a sudden! after that ton w C nenar canal.then met mummymel,bob and elf makan at kopitiam 1/2am+ in the morn........blablablah

(da hilang semangat nk tulis panjang2 oii)

2009-03-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing better to do.

LxVES:
-my hubby
-my hamburger
-my lady-boss
-my tangkis
-my barney
-my ayul
-my bear

CRAVING for??:
-beef steak
-green noodle
-chicken rice w/ lemon
-sushi
-lambchop
-chicken murtabak
-BJ's ice-cream

WANT:
-heffalump

2009-02-28T13:41:00.002+08:00

It's saturday and i have to stay home.BORED,Tired and no mood.Due to yesterday's problem, im having eyebags AKA 'panda eyes'.Thanks to [insertname].Prepaid running low.fish! Met crik early in the morn just to pass my mp3.came home and sleep.

Yesterday went to meet up with everyone at 483 then off to lakeside.Fyqa's cousin and her friend came down as well.they're okay:) then Din off to work or somethin' idk.Left the rest of us.Haha.had fun.idk how times to had to go went nature calls.irritating.After fyqa and the rest went off, left me,crik and bear.waited for Ayul was like waiting for guest of honour! haha. In the mean time, crik was doin' his thing while the other side was a group of girls practising their dance routine.i think i know them.i guess maybe keerah's friends?? maybe..haha crik was like imitating them.Me and bear was laughing like crazyy.At last ayul came.promised to be there by 6 but end up around 7.nvrmnd.then the four of us walked back to 483.went home.

Who likes it when you come home and that someone started shoutin' and yellin' at you.Accusing you of somethin' you didn't even do?Sayin' somethin' that you've never done.Not trying to understand.Never even wanna hear your side of story or explanation.Its a never ending story.What if that person started scolding you and that person cried???? Its very stupid.There are problems always.Im waitin' for their turn.Someone who thinks that shes always right and wanna be the lady-boss yaww.$10.00 rolling!These people will never learn their lesson.idk why.Sayin' that im paranoid with my life?? okay then.up to 'em ayy.

Im happy with my life and people just hate to see it ^-^

Patience

2009-02-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

G, you are going 16 not 6 so please don't act like one.Stop being foolish.Jealousy wasn't the reason.
Its been along time i've been keeping myself quiet.Im really2 being nice.I don't care about whos siding who.You're playing your game by yourself.She's going out with alot of guys.She thinks shes right.she was the one who started all of this.Im too lazy to entertain this kind of nonsense.

"Friends help friends when they're in need.friends be there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on.friends would accept you for who you really are.friends don't leave you when you're in trouble.They should be understanding.Who would go down and meet you on the eve of hari raya if you're facing a problem?who would wanna help you if you were to run away frm home and nowhere else to go?who will be by your side if no one wants you back? True friends will face everything together with you."

*god is testing me

2009-02-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

This is our latest photo....

I'm glad u come to my life

U are the one that i find

That cn love me like no other gurls can

I will treasure u

I luv u so much dear

One day i nvr see ur face i can become a mad person

Hehehehek joking2 je!!!!!

Plz don't leave me dear

I need u in my life

When i'm in a bad mood

U know how to cool me down

Lastly i just want to say that

"I LUV MY WIFE SO MUCH"

-Ur Hubby Crik-

2009-02-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

Day after day all i do is think
I think about you and the possibilities
i think about my dreams
and then i think about reality

Minute after minute I love you more
More then anybody knows,yet will understand
I don't know what i'd do if you walked out that door
The door that will leave be worthless and broken

The sound of your voice calms me down
The touch of your skin to mine gives me butterflies
Your kisses send me into the clouds to never come down again
And your arms wrapped around me sends warmness in me

My love for you will never end

For each day my love grows stronger for you
I'm not gonna let you go thats for sure
And i hope you feel the same way too

Loving you has been the best yet amazing experience
never fail to make me smile even im not in a mood
So,..When i tell you that i love you,know that it's true

Because no matter what,i'll be here with you

Met bf around 5.30am+.haiz.i know i should be sleeping at that time.Ape nk buat, syg nye pasal and its the only time i can meet him since he's workin'.then off to fetch fyqa.Din was there.we were waitin' for her like tunggu G.O.H gitu.Tunggu pat pG.
when fyqa came down already then all of us went to have our so called breakfast together jyeah...After that off we went to sch.

"Tidak ku sangka rupanya [insertname] pon boleh melatah"
pagy2 buta pulak tuu..*hah*antara kite2 je yg tawu yeah??haha

2009-02-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

" A minor mistake can be a major one
It can be resolve if both understands
Try to give and take
Sacrifices needed at times
Don't ever put your love ones aside
Just smile no matter what ^-^ "

BJ

2009-02-10T18:47:00.001+08:00

Just came back.tired.never go to go school today.I went for check up.
Lepak with crik,din,tangkis,dayah,dan,amat,mash,pika,amirah,dzul,aishah n sal.
*haha bored smpi mau kene type name2 org*then penat pasal wrestle ngan crik.pantat.gigit2 sumer terbabit.haha tkpe ily syg.niarie maen kes ganas nya.
plannin' whether to go this sunday's event or not.idk whats gonna happen??
kesian afandi, aku tk gy skola, tkder org layan dier.haha.

From the beginning i've said it, no one can see us happy.Its true.WTH.just let it be.i can't say anything.If that f**king fella is a G, my doors are open wide.im not worried at all.As long as i still love you, NO ONE can tear us apart ayy.'makin lama makin syg' people say.Don't forget, i ♥you.

Don't regret if something bad happens to you,someone you love or your life ***** ^-^

*eat my words

BJ

2009-02-08T20:14:00.001+08:00

On the 7 feb (saturday)
-went to yishun sent sis for tuition
-went woodland library sent momma'
-called up val and ratu
-went to cityhall
-marina square and had our KFC
-then waited for my wawan n nazrul (cousins)
-off to Esplanade meet up a'an,akym..etc
-went pennin'
-last min call, went little india then KK to sent val
-went back home with ratu very damn tired..sian
-I.M.M.H!!!

Today
-night before didn't sleep and idk why
-stayed up the whole night then ♥ texted n called.
-plannin' to go jogging around 7am
-finish workin' at 1 so had to wait for transport
-met ♥ and din at coffeeshop had breakfast
-hang-out at the SCC till 11+am
-went home and ZzzZZzzz

"The only medicine that can cure me is YOU"
ily

BJ to Tangkis

2009-02-05T11:44:00.001+08:00

Im not going anywhere.drifting apart?
i dont think so.you know i love you kan.im sorry la syg.At times i might be very moody,gile..etc.
tetap aku layan kau kan?? wouldn't even neglect you ok sis.
jgn pk bukan2 la kau ni pon.

BJ

2009-02-05T09:23:00.000+08:00

didn't go to school today.sick and tired i guess
Boredism Strikes!!!

forget about what he say alright.maybe he didn't meant anything at all.<3

BJ

2009-02-03T19:17:00.001+08:00

First things first thank you DJ for the blog thingy ^-^
ermm..idk what else to update.so here it goes...
Today hang-out as usual with hubby.Met nas,nas gf,ayul,epul,DJ and nabil.
I felt soooooo..bad cause tk sengaje terkene org tu pehh lutot.sorry syg.Planning to go swimming ayy on the 13feb.i think.haha.semangat da tk tawu swim nk main air pulak aku nie.actually right now im craving for pizza.sumpahh lapar la seyy.hah.ouh a'ah kene beli kan epul($4.05) ice-cream! haha.

To my beloved hubby:

You're the only thing that i kept thinking of.Don't worry i myself don't wanna lose you.seeing you smile and laugh its good enough for me.The fact is that this would be my first of gettin' serious with someone whom i really2 love.Im happy what i am,i have and whom i with now.Right now i can't promise anything..but im hoping.

loving you always;PP

2009-02-03T09:28:00.000+08:00

Miz u so much

2009-02-03T08:16:00.001+08:00

Hai guys i'm back again,
I have a story to tell u guys it's a quite a long story but!!!!!i lazy to tell...
Lately i'm quite tired not enough sleep n not enough rest!!!
But the best story is that i got to tell u guys that AKU DPT MKN DAGING FREE!!!BAIK PUNYA!!!
I think that's all for now coz my brain is blank like an empty can!!!

TO MY LOVELY WIFE.............
I realy realy scared of losing u
I will do anything for u no matter wat hppen
I realy really really love u
Nobody can replace u in my heart
U never miss a day to make me laugh, smile n happy
Lastly u are everything to me
U are my bestfriend, my gurl n most impotantly u are my wife

By ur Hubby Crik.....

BJ

2009-02-03T08:13:00.000+08:00

Basically first things first.

I love my boyfriend and my tangkis very much.

kalau tk kerana tangkis aku, tkkn aku jumpe crik.

jyeahh.so thanks girlfriend!!!mwahh

Today go to school as pernormal excited cause weekend tk gy mane2.MENDAKK sioll.

jumpe my tangkis,pornstar,best friend tu sumer.haha.

then after school went to meet hubby then go pondok lepak me,hubby,nabil and tangkis.

then Epul came.haha.kecohh.but the thing is that i recieved my BEN & JERRY ice-cream earlier!!yay!
But mkn2 ice-cream tertumpah kat baju!! F***!!

*maki tk perlu eh hawa*haha. met din and his girlfriend then sat somewhere near lakeside tgk org joget la seyy.fine whatever..

came home around 7+.came home uploading this blog and chatt.

The truth is that i know C after we were separated.the reason was that you're not the same anymore.Why do you always have to bring up the matter again and again?whats passed is passed.I meant, i didnt even mention the word break cause its kinda harsh isnt it?so like what i say, being friends is much more better.im gonna treat you like the same always but dgn your perangai mcm nk tknk mcm stupid kan.once you asked me that you want us to be like last time,i was speechless.its my fault cause if i were to know that this this would happen, i shouldn't have known you in the first place but im glad.if weren't for you, i wouldn't kenal dayah and matt.what ever you say about me, hawa ni lah..tu lah.its your business as long as you are satisfied and happy ayy..-BJ

My Life Story

2009-02-03T08:07:00.001+08:00

yo, guy's crik here i'm happy rite now wit my new gurl. There's alot ofthings happen in life. Where should i start? K i come from this dance crew in the West Area, the name of the crew is FATAL GROVE INSANITY, I stick wit them for 4 month. Everything goes smoothly until the 4 month, that's was the start of my worst nightmare. My own bestfriend start to play behind of me. I trusted him so much but in the end i just can't take it anymore n i quit from the dance n make my own way. Right now i'm happy wit my new crew FATAL CODE EDGE n my Belove gerlfriend Siti Hawa. I love her so much n i can't bare to lose her in my life. That all i will continue tommorow aite chiow wit luv CRIK REPRISAL